The Illusion

The Illusion

You tell me I am so STRONG, I tell you “nah I am just afraid not to be.”  You tell me I have changed, I look up at you and say oh really, I am just depressed.  You tell me loneliness doesn’t last always, I tell you I don’t feel lonely just rejected.   You tell [...]

Heavy

Heavy

Heavy is trying to push 480 pounds on the leg press when you have only maxed out at 400. Heavy is rucking 15 miles with 60 pounds on your back in the middle of summer. Heavy is attempting to get all of the groceries out of the car at once because you are trying to [...]

What They Say

What They Say

They say be yourself, but how do you suggest that I do that when the world I am in is not comfortable with me being myself. They say speak your mind, how do you do that when the world says speaking my mind is intimidating and aggressive.  They say advocate for yourself, how do you [...]